figuring.it.out

I'll know I've found someone special when I stop playing the role of narrator. Normally I'm there, I'm talking, I'm listening, while the whole time I'm running the senerio through my head as if it's a play and I'm writing the script. So when the time comes and I forget to think about the situation or I don't even realize that I'm no longer deciphering how this lunch date/movie/walk/outing is going to unravel, that will be when I've found someone special. To be that free.....